Poppy Gale

Babe

So apparently its all about “being a babe” from now on. Today was hard. BED

This past week…

I cannot believe how much of a turning point it has been for me. I mean, have you seen me the past few months? (emosh wreck)

Im pretty sure the weather has got somethiiiing to do with it, but i definately believe it has alot to do with my friends and how amazing they have proved to be. I kinda feel like a live a double life at times, but now i realise there is only one side to it, The real me and then the rest will just slot in. As shit as it sounds, for me not to be crying over a certain situation is pretty amazing. But to finaly have realised, not only am i better, but i dont even want it atall…AMAZING.

I cant even explain how much i have missed my bestfriend. You no that one person that you can ring and talk about everything? and theres no explaining who is who or different situations cause you are already aware of it? and all the memories you have just make you love that person a little bit more every time you’re reminded of all the brilliant stuff that you’ve shared with them?

“No matter what happens, we always will come back”

And thats not even about JUST eachother, just everything and i really am so fucking happy to know this girl. Leah, im never leaving. I’ll be back tomorrow :P

I cannot believe how something so silly as a day and night with amazing people was the one thing i needed to get out of this “head mess” from now on the only thing im focusing on is my happiness and i think im doing pretty well after just 4 days.

Bring on the bloody summer :)

Couldnt have put it better myself…

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
And I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know….

2012 with a bang.

I feel like if i dont write this all down, im gonna go nuts.

So wow, 2012 has come with a bang. Im sitting here thinking about how much things have changed, but truth is, deep down they dont change enough. I am amazed that i havent found a good enough distraction yet, just constant reminders and ones that are abit too close for comfort. I’ve already spent january asking myself “What is wrong with you?”. When did it ever become okay for others (especially boys) to make you question yourself…

Truth is, i have so much going on right now i dont even no where to start. I have some massive decisions to make, but the hardest part is: Its kind of out of my control. I feel like you work hard at “bothering” and making effort with people, but at the end of the day…

I STILL FEEL LIKE THIS.

Im bored of being emo and ranting but the truth is, Its okay not to be okay. My life a year ago was SO boring and drama free, but i honestly think im happier now than i’ve ever been. Surely thats saying something?!?!

Truth is….I’ve got a feeling that its all gonna be alright, so im not getting too worried, Just i need my luck to get better before i started losing all posi-ness altogether.

So come on….Bring me the good karma i’ve been waiting for.

Supposed to be not thinking…

Hush, hush We both can’t fight it
It’s us that made this mess
Why can’t you understand?

This weekend

Is gonna be a weird one for me.

I hope it turns out well, and i just wish i could feel relaxed for once.

So…

I really have no idea what im doing anymore. What am i trying to achieve?

GIVE UP.

You know how i do…

So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
We’re both such magnificent liars.
So crush me baby, I’m all ears.
So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.
I’ll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about “cleaning up my act…”

We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.

So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about.
So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.
So good at setting bad examples.
Listen, trick, I’ve had all I can handle.

We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.

Think of all the fun you had.
(We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore)
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.
(We won’t stand for)
Think of all the days you spent alone with just your T.V. set and I
(We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore)
I can barely smile
(We won’t stand for)

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